my first love <br />it was you that i thought was sent from the heavens above <br />it was you i called my soul mate <br />my best friend the only one to whom i could relate <br />it was you i named my first born after <br />now my dear it is all a blur <br />i barely remember what we once were <br />you are now dead to me <br />for ten years i lived your fantasy <br />believing you as you told me i was your wife to be <br />only to find our what would be <br />you proposed and married another <br />thinking i would continue to be your lover <br />you were wrong <br />i will no longer play along <br />so to you i must say so long <br />you are now dead to me <br />oh, now you are getting a divorce <br />yea, whoopee, you are still my rejectee <br />you got married for the wrong reason <br />that's right she was having your son <br />do you know what destroyed my world <br />when you had me abort our baby girl <br />she was pregnant and so was i <br />yet it was me that told my unborn baby good bye <br />my #1 regret <br />was letting you control my mindset <br />and you wonder why <br />well let me be cut and dry <br />you are now dead to me <br />i hate to be so direct <br />but our love will never resurrect <br />the sight of you i detest <br />i suggest <br />you no longer sit and dwell <br />instead bid me fare well <br />and go straight to hell <br />because you are now dead to me<br /><br />Kisha Banks<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/dead-2-me/
