I have been quick to get paranoid <br />Swift to become afraid <br />I have been a fool <br />When I should have stilled <br /> <br />I have been swift to get paranoid <br />Over nothing but the fear <br />I find deep in my heart <br />That fear deep deep inside <br /> <br />I have been quick to hate myself <br />Hurried to pass self judgement <br />I have been an idiot <br />When I should have calmed <br /> <br />I have been swift to be the devil <br />Over my future state <br />Not realizing the power <br />The one God has <br /> <br />I have been fast to forget <br />Quick and speedy to hate <br />To critique my soul <br />To say this and that about my life <br /> <br />I have been a fool <br />An idiot <br />A scallywag <br />A nitwit <br />I have been been been... a fool!<br /><br />samuel nze<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/fear-31/
