I stare at the grave that should have been mine <br />Not his or anyone else <br />I stare at the people who care some much for him <br />So many of them I wish it were me <br />I should have died not him <br />He deserved the life he wanted <br />I deserve the nightmare I get <br />So I cry to myself and say goodbye <br />Goodbye to my friends<br /><br />Samantha Martin<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-stare-at-the-grave-that-should-have-been-mine/
