Sucking on a poison <br />Calms me down no end <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Something on which I can depend <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Feels so safe to do <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Perverse, but oh so true <br />Sucking on a poison <br />If I didn't, my panic'd soar <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Exactly what I'm scared of, I'm not sure <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Does seem a little crazy <br />Sucking on a poison <br />How it started's a little hazy <br />Sucking on a poison <br />If I didn't, I'd go mad <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Please don't tell me that it's bad <br />Sucking on a poison <br />It'll be the death of me <br />But sucking on a poison <br />Can't ever see me being free <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Do it morning, noon and night <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Even though I know it isn't right <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Costs me money too <br />But sucking on a poison <br />Only way that I get through <br />Sucking on a poison <br />I consider it a reward <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Even do it when I'm bored <br />Sucking on a poison <br />Can you feel my pain? <br />Sucking on a poison <br />It's such a sad refrain<br /><br />Alessandra Liverani<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/sucking-on-a-poison/