the worst is over. <br />WE’VE ONLY JUST BEGUN. <br />this painful time has finally come to an end. <br />FASTEN YOUR SEATBELT, YOU DON’T YET KNOW PAIN. <br />sitting back at home, free for once to watch Saturday night TV. <br />HA! NOT YET! <br />i can’t believe I got so stressed over nothing. <br />NOTHING? <br />yes, nothing. It’s always nothing, I just get silly sometimes. <br />YOUR SURE OF THAT? <br />Yes! Would never set out to hurt me. <br />BUT HE DID! <br />would never deliberately try to cause me pain. <br />BUT HE DID! <br />but he did…. <br />EVERY WORD WAS A LIE! <br />not a word of truth in all that time. <br />FREQUENTLY MADE YOU CRY. <br />crying myself to sleep every night almost became a hobby for me. <br />KILL HIM! <br />if only something bad would befall him… <br />KILL HIM! <br />i always wanted to drown somebody… <br />KILL HIM! <br />yes? <br />KILL HIM! <br />i’m going to kill him. <br />YES! KILL HIM! <br />if he’s dead, he won’t be able to hurt me anymore. <br />KILL HIM! <br />YES! I will KILL HIM! <br />KILL HIM! <br />YES! I WILL KILL….NO! I will not let him destroy anymore of my life! <br />KILL HIM! <br />no! <br />KILL HIM! <br />NO! <br />KILL YOURSELF! <br />… <br />DIE! <br />… <br />YES! <br />… <br />DIE!<br /><br />Laura Cummings<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/self-righteous-suicide/
