I hate looking myself in the mirror <br />I hate knowing I have fear <br />I hate seeing what isn't there <br />I hate feeling that I am scared <br />I hate believing what isn't true <br />I hate believing and trusting you <br />I hate crying myself to sleep <br />Forgive me for I have dreams <br />I feel left out and all alone <br />With no one to call my own <br />My eyes are red and I cry blood <br />Please help me or I'll cry a flood <br />My friends see what I let them see <br />If they could only see the true side of me <br />and as i die inside with pain <br />Cause believe it or not I have a heart <br />That's been slowly torn apart.<br /><br />Chelcie Reaves<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/what-i-hate-2/
