Been lonely for a year <br />Am lonely, relenquished no one near <br /> <br />Running after false dreams <br />Am wasted, looking those elusive future's reflections <br />In life's perpetual streams <br /> <br />My life totally bizzare <br />Its me and my false apprehensions <br />Those gloomy imaginations and dreams to stare <br /> <br />Don't know I be at top <br />But my life now is a boring squib, a big flop <br />With no cheers <br />Juss fears <br />Fears of loosing it out <br />Loosing it out in <br />Blind Mad ratrace to know where <br />I am totally consumed <br />My mind, my soul tottally fumed <br />Fumed by thoughts of doing somethin <br />But my presents in rocks, its only a dark sere nothin <br /> <br />Sometimes when looking my shadow <br />I always laughs at <br />Laughs At the way <br />it Still moving a vivid hay <br />After vanquished by life's cruel strays <br /> <br />Wanna know my schedules, <br />Its follows no biological rules <br /> <br />Its tottaly churned in daily moil <br />am in groans off that burning turmoil <br /> <br />A stroll to earn a name, <br />Running to pull my life a fame <br /> <br />Once you trounced my life <br />With your sharp edgy knives <br />Trying forget <br />But How can I <br />Those wounds are still raw <br />With my heart ebued in agony's and wrath <br />These wounds now in my essence <br />My heart dead, no feelings. <br />No thoughts off life's presence <br /> <br />But someday, strikes a silver lining <br />My life's be renewed with precating rhymes <br />I will give my life away <br />To form a new way <br />Way to my life's pinaacle <br />Way to my ascent <br /> <br />Please send your comments: :<br /><br />naveen kumar<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/whim-of-fears-2/
