My shaky hands <br /> as I type <br /> I still dont know whats wrong <br /> Confessions <br /> the worst of me <br /> not the best <br /> Feeling disapointed <br /> pain is not real <br /> Exploring a new <br /> death of love never <br /> knowing what it was <br /> <br /> No life still sits still <br /> Your unsightly word <br /> Insomnia disappointed <br /> thrill every night <br /> theres no one there <br /> Imagination gets the <br /> best of me <br /> Forgeting I shouldn't have <br /> emotion <br /> Unknown potential <br /> Loathing my own self <br /> Questions do not solve the <br /> problem nor does <br /> this pathetic typing rhyming <br /> the build up of one momment <br /> to a point where there are no <br /> words ending in a goodbye <br /> Another same rhyme <br /> I shouldn't <br /> try <br /> Black and white <br /> is all I see <br /> the color losts <br /> its luster <br /> Disipated dissolved <br /> all I see <br /> Is you <br /> What is wrong with me<br /><br />Ian Zeller<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/the-nothing-feeling/