They've hidden the pills <br />I've sworn not to cut <br />How could I have been so stupid <br />So naive <br />I am a child <br />I can't control my thoughts <br />I can't control my feelings <br />I can not silence <br />These voices screaming in my head <br />I am an infant <br />Why do I subject myself to this <br />Give in to all of my inane ideas <br />Grope for things that are not there <br />Imagine things that can not be <br />I am the embryo <br />I'm falling back into a cycle <br />An unwanted cycle that will conquer my every movement <br />That will force me to quit <br />Make me form into nothing <br />I've strangled myself my umbilical cord. <br />Use the very fuel meant to give me life, to take my life..... <br />Only fitting...<br /><br />Fernando Alvarez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/severely-depressed/
