What's with the destined need to die? <br />How will I solve this problem and why? <br />I have the desperation surrounding me. <br />Wanting the suicidal guy to be me. <br />With all of my sleepless nights <br />And all of my inner fights, <br />Comes death as my final option in life. <br />To end this pain with the slice of the knife. <br />With the world that hates me, <br />And my sickness for all to see. <br />I've been wanting to make my desperate attempt, <br />But it might be the thought that I may resent. <br />I never had people that care in my life, <br />Which is why I was so glued to the knife. <br />Cutting released all my agonizing pain. <br />If I keep it bottled up I will go insane. <br />Why do I have the desperate need to die? <br />Why when I cry do the tears run dry? <br />Why can't I cope with the pain that I feel? <br />Maybe it's fake, but also so real.<br /><br />Fernando Alvarez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/desperation-19/
