The sun is coming up <br />It's a brand new day <br />But with all that's happened <br />I still feel the same way <br /> <br />Sometimes when I think <br />I start to feel sad <br />Too much has been said <br />The whole dream has gone bad <br /> <br />No more of getting old together <br />No more waking up by your side <br />All of the dirty things that you said <br />Only make want to run and hide <br /> <br />There's way too much hurt <br />To ever return to you <br />I am the mother of your children <br />And I deserve that respect too <br /> <br />These things I wish I could say to you <br />But they will never leave my lips <br />It wouldn't change a damn thing <br />Only set you off on a dick trip <br /> <br />Sex with you will never be again <br />You've forced me way too many times <br />You should have listened when I said no <br />There was no reading between the lines <br /> <br />You reminding me of it makes me sick <br />You made me feel so dirty <br />This started way back when I was fifteen <br />Now, goddamn, I'm almost thirty <br /> <br />I'm over all of the bullshit <br />I'm sick and tired of the lies <br />I'm over all the 'where've you been's <br />I'm finished with the 'when and why's <br /> <br />One day I hope you understand <br />Why these words I'll never say <br />And why I walked out over a year ago <br />Things haven't changed from then to today <br /> <br />08/21/2006<br /><br />Angelique' Rockwell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/words-i-ll-never-say/
