Mark, where have you been? <br />i've been crying and waiting just for you. <br />If they say our love is a sin, <br />i say sin is a virtue for a heart so true. <br />Lately, things got complicated, <br />i feel more alone than usual these days. <br />Like the void in me is overrated, <br />but i will love you for ever and always. <br />I've been to another land, <br />i've seen hearts of smiles and tears. <br />But only you could understand, <br />i can't believe it's been four years. <br />Yesterday is a dream of you, <br />and tomorrow, is a wish for us to meet. <br />Four years and i'm not over you, <br />your name still makes my heart to beat. <br />I think i've found some one, <br />and this story isn't like yours, a tale. <br />I admit i confess to find it gone, <br />it's another story of how my heart fails. <br />I think i know him well, i believe, <br />but it's a long way to go to reach an end. <br />When we're together, i'm reliefed, <br />i admit soon enough, to stop the pretend. <br />But love's still a mystery to me, <br />and since you've left, i seeked a solution. <br />Is it a life, a dream, a memory, <br />i end up saying never to love is a resulotion. <br />Here i am, confused, trying to comprehence, <br />but i'm alone in this like each time, Mark. <br />Why don't you come running in my defence, <br />why life after you became unfair and dark? ? <br />I thought i'd tell you that life goes on, <br />maybe to convence my self that it did go. <br />But i'm standing still, on my own, <br />trying to love and regret and let it go. <br />Mark, why am i so sad, <br />i'm holding on to you to prove i was alive. <br />You're all i've ever had, <br />but your smile no longer makes me survive.<br /><br />Eman Awad<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/mark-8/
