How can you be saying that we are through? <br />don't say this to any one even to your self. <br />It wasn't my fault you didn't know i love you, <br />and that you never knew that you're life it's self. <br />And that you didn't know how i speak of you, <br />how i tell every one about the love in my heart. <br />You never knew that i pray to dream of you, <br />and that i feel your love from the very start. <br />You didn't know how i struggle with ryhmes, <br />trying to write you poems of love and affection. <br />And before i sleep i say your name 30 times, <br />maybe i won't just dream of you but find your direction. <br />How can you be saying that, <br />you gave your love to the wrong one? <br />Then i'm sure you didn't know that, <br />i told the whole world you are the one. <br />I lost the count to my heart beats, <br />whenever i hear your name called out. <br />Even if i was walking in the streets, <br />i turn because i saw you in a doubt. <br />You say i'm cruel, <br />and that you flew from my smile and died from my tears. <br />But baby i'm your fool, <br />i gaze eternaly upon your smile and i'm lost in my fears. <br />You say i'm not worth you, <br />you regret that you ever felt for me. <br />But how can i blame who never knew, <br />and thinks he is the only one in misery. <br />If you ever remembered well, <br />who died to talk to you and walk behind your shade. <br />And whose life turned into hell, <br />from stupid things you did and i felt like i fade. <br />You never knew about the poems, <br />all about you who i love and die for. <br />I pictured us in heaven beautiful homes, <br />i prayed to live in with who i adore. <br />I defied the whole world, <br />and i stood for my love for you. <br />I denied that i'm not your girl, <br />i told them i only live for you. <br />And who i hoped to live with you life times, <br />and finally you fall for me so deep. <br />And how foolish i felt saying your name 30 times, <br />dreaming to dream of you in my sleep...<br /><br />Eman Awad<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/30-times/
