Although the planes soar far above my house it's still nowhere near as far as I need to go. <br /> <br /> I'll never waste another tear. <br /> Whats the point...at this point. <br /> <br /> For some reason it angers me when cars drive down my street. <br /> <br />I may be in my house and home at the same time but the fear still gets me. <br /> <br /> Paranoid! Afraid of seeing her silhouette darken my doorway when I'm in this peaceful state of mind. <br /> <br /> She's got me checkin, all the time, my rearview mirror. <br />Still not far enough away. <br /> Stalking me like an angry fly and I'm the spider caught in the bath tub. <br />Bone dry. <br />Too smooth to climb my way out. <br />Using every ounce of strength I have as I repeatedly slide backward. <br /> Maliciously taunted and mocked by her <br />as she circles above. <br /> Please god get me higher. <br />So high. <br />Out of reach. <br />Out of sight. <br />Out of control.<br /><br />matt fromm<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/f-u-forever-unchained/