When I'm searching for a midnight surprise <br /> I stop and wonder how you could ever be mine again. <br />When I'm burning all the memories of you <br /> And I do so by taking giant lingering breathes <br />I stop and look around <br /> I think what would you think of me in this state. <br />Would you still love me? <br /> Would you still give a damn? <br />Would you lick the beads of sweat cascading down my back? <br /> I know you wouldn't. <br />Still, I never saw the connection. <br /> All your love <br />All your fire <br /> Both your healing hands that compliment your healing eyes. <br />You made me feel like they were mine... <br /> And they weren't. <br />How could you love me? <br /> Oh darling if the fruits gone bad you know what to do with it. <br />Healing woman listen to the prophecy I scream in my sleep. <br /> Though we were alike <br />I was killing your magic <br /> If you were there to watch your angel hit the pavement you'd simply say 'he was damaged goods to begin with' <br /> Maybe now you'll fade away <br />Cause when the smoke begins to fill my lungs <br /> And 2 tears like bleach <br />one for me and one for you <br /> Go making their way down my face <br />I drag my tongue across the blades crimson soaked edge <br /> After youyanked it from my ribcage... and it tastes good <br />A hurricane <br />Kaleidoscope in color <br /> Rushes through my mind <br />Demolishing everything in sight that you and I built <br /> The heavenly atomic blast I created <br />Leaves nothing but a shadow <br /> Of what we use to be <br />And I guess I'll grab some more <br /> Of this off getting shit <br />Torch the holiness out of it <br /> And me <br />I'll burn another <br /> And another <br />Until I cough blood <br /> Laughing Hysterically <br />As I imagine what you'd think of me now <br /> Not caring either way <br />I say you can go take a fuckin walk <br /> And then I burn some more <br />I'm afflicted <br /> I'm addicted <br />I'm affected <br /> I'm not the same person who made you fluffy eggs for breakfast... <br />And I never will be <br /> So enjoy your place in the pages.<br /><br />matt fromm<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/your-place-in-the-pages/
