I deserve nothing good. <br />Not even a good homely food <br />not even a bed coffee <br />not even some one to care me when I am sick <br />not even someone to talk freely <br />not even someone to feel anxious about me <br />not even some one to feel my fever <br />not even some one to keep blanket on my trembling body <br />not even some one to waste a dropp of tear on my forehead <br /> <br />I deserve nothing good <br />not someone to play a song for me <br />not someone to pray for me <br />not someone to kiss a parting kiss on my dying body <br />not someone to think of me as human being <br />not someone to take me out <br />and show beauty of nature <br />at least for the last time <br /> <br />Last person in the world after my mother was you <br />mother went away when death called her <br />and then you left me cursing me <br />And I will never have another human being close to me <br />Why God is torturing me like this? <br />Can you at least be kind enough and send simply an email <br />saying that <br />vht you can now die <br />even I do not need you <br />Then why should you live? <br />Go and die.<br /><br />Thomas Viruvelil<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-deserve-nothing-good/
