In this world we are filled with pain, <br />We are filled with anger, <br />Me, I'm filled with sucidal thoughts. <br /> <br />I reach for a gun when I need help, <br />When I need a tiny bullet spitting my blood. <br />I wanna end it fast, <br />I wanna send it to my head. <br /> <br />I grab my blade when I want the pain. <br />I want to run the cold rigged steel across my veins. <br />I want to see the crimson squirt, <br />I wanna feel the warmth flow. <br /> <br />In this world we are filled with pain, <br />We are filled with anger, <br />Me, I'm filled with suicidal thoughts.<br /><br />Joshua Pelham<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicidal-thoughts-2/