My anger for you runs very deep <br /> and i struggle to contain it's firely heat, <br />I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! <br /> i do not think my love for you was ever true, <br />and if it was, well i just don't remember <br /> Because my heart, for you, burns with this anger. <br /> <br />Although you are - or were - my lover <br /> that does not mean we are very close, to each other. <br />and although i still live under the same roof as you, <br /> Does not mean we are not through. <br /> <br />But how i am really feeling, you do not know, <br /> i want to pack up, and go, <br />really just spread my wings, and fly, <br /> leave you and everything - and not say goodbye. <br /> <br />But for unknown reasons, i still stay, <br /> even 'tho it is getting harder to live this way, everyday, <br />And i do not know why, i keep this facading lie - <br /> of pretending everything is fine - when it is really not. <br /> <br />03/09/99<br /><br />Liz Munro<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pretending-that-everything-is-fine-when-it-is-re/
