Crazy, Lazy, <br />Confsuion and pain, <br />I have nothing left to gain, <br />I have lost all of my senses, <br />I lost what I believed in so much, <br />I have lost what I stood up fo, <br />I feel so poor, <br />I am alone, I wish I had a clone, <br />Wondering what is going on, <br />I was played as a pawn, again, <br />I promised myself it wouldn't happen and it did. <br />I am a fool, I want to loose my cool, <br />You were different, you worked all these years, <br />and mad all my tears, <br />You built my trust, you made me strong. <br />I knew you were wrong. <br />There have been others, <br />But none to play under covers, <br />not that it went to far, I knew that, <br />bad leck by that black cat, <br />Everytime things go okay, they get even worse <br />of corse. I knew not to believe <br />I have been so good and now I need to.... <br />Go back, Back to the world of Black, <br />I should just give in, be stabbed with a pin. <br />You made me feel wanted to bad it was all your game. <br />Man your so lame, and I am a fool, <br />II feel like drowning in a pool. <br />Recking my car, feezing to death <br />there's that word, death <br />By no breath, By a knife, by drugs, <br />Maybe I am just kidding myself <br />Lost and pain <br />Nothing to gain, <br />Lazy and crazy <br />The time is coming <br />Sooner ot later, they will blame you, believe <br />me, no joke <br />Friends, Friends only, right <br />Right, We are on the same page, <br />Except mine is full of rage, right <br />Yes, just a little please, You tried to tease, <br />But friends only right, <br />Yes, hands move slowlt up and down, <br />I felt like I had a crown, <br />Friends only right, <br />Yes, now goodnight. Trust me.<br /><br />Brittney Lydy<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/trust-me-10/
