Will I ever learn? <br />Am I just a masochist? <br />Looking for some pain? <br />I said too much <br />I opened my heart again <br />You’ve got the key to my heart <br />And you damn well know that <br />Nothing I do is good enough for you <br />I crucify myself <br />Please pull the nails out of my body <br />But you just stand there <br />Laughing about my struggling in your web <br />I pray that this is not really happening… <br />But it is <br />You don’t care for me <br />Why do I crucify myself?<br /><br />Melissa Koeman<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/crucify-myself/
