When I’m not in love <br />I feel this special sadness <br />Inside <br />When I start again <br />To be with the man <br />But I need to be a woman <br />So I go to another <br />Who makes me feel this way <br />And for a while it’s OK <br />But this sadness inside <br />Is still racking my heart <br />To the end <br />Of the new romance <br />With the man <br />I’m not in love <br />I can’t love anymore <br />If I know <br />That the man <br />I wish to be with <br />Is so close but silent and <br />In the deep of my heart <br />I’m still with him <br />In my dream <br />Lying with husband <br />Trying to love a new one too <br />Always this same <br />Sadness of the heart <br />After another cold night <br />Cold inside<br /><br />Anna Cellmer<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cold-inside/
