I am in desperation. <br />Wishing, hoping, wanting for my emptiness to erase. <br />My heart is filled with rips and sears and the stitches are falling apart. <br />I am stranded and can’t fly because I am like a butterfly with half wings. <br /> <br />I am laying on the floor my wrist slit. <br />Surrounded by this ocean of blood is causing me to ponder. <br />Is this how it ends is this all I’m bid for. <br />Feeling my body heat whither away from me slowly I feel like I’m into acceptance in another place. <br /> <br />I am seeing the brightest light I’ve ever seen. <br />Its beckoning for me to come near it. <br />I’m feeling life as I crawl toward it. <br />I live. My wrist are healed. <br />I’m okay. <br /> <br />I am thankful for my life for every new day. <br />I’m thankful for wings to make it right so I can fly away in the sky. <br />Now I am complete. <br />I am living my life like its golden.<br /><br />colin kahi<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-life-and-it-twists/
