I was surprised, never thought i'd get caught <br />I've been playing hide and seek with my demons <br />And they've finally found me <br />Surprise! open the door, it's me <br />It will always be me, all the hype <br />People keep asking why <br />Your lifes not as perfect as it was yesterday <br />And days are wasting, and we have so much to say <br />But we keep finding ways around it <br />Soak up the pain, the pain that goes with silence <br />Such a beautiful thing, why throw it away <br />Shame on me for my silly doubts and insecurities <br />It keeps happening over and over again <br />I won't give up on you, not now, unless you want me to <br />I may be a whore, but i am forever your whore <br />And no matter what, you own me now, i live for you <br />I know somedays, you wish someone would just blow you away <br />Make it quick, and end your pain, but i won't, instead <br />I'll help you shed your dead skin <br />Do you hear me, can you see me, do you feel me <br />I'll leave footprints on your soul <br />And if you understand it or not, i'll wait patiently <br />If only you could see me when i fall <br />You'd know what i mean, you've invaded every part of me <br />Every part of me, it's why you own me <br />I don't want you out of my veins <br />You are my antidote, you are my high <br />It's not my nature, to apologize for who i am, but i'm sorry <br />Sorry for anything i ever did to displease you <br />I'm not jealous, i'm selfish, and thats not fair to you <br />I trust you, i'd put my life in your hands <br />And i'm already trusting you with my heart <br />Soon, you'll be so far away, and i'll be here <br />Alone, everyday, despite the many around me <br />But i'll have my dreams, and thats when i'll escape, into your arms <br />Into your shelter, don't turn away from the one that has always been here <br />Don't turn away form the one that loves you inside and out <br />I know sometimes you feel lost <br />And you don't know who to be, just remember <br />You can be your true, unguarded self with me <br />There is no judgement in these green eyes<br /><br />Guarded Heart<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/turn-another-page/
