I sit here wondering what's going on <br />With the one I need, the one who's gone <br />The one who has drifted away from me <br />And yet I'll need her in the end au lycée <br />If she would see, I would be content <br />If we both could only just repent <br />I don't know how, I don't know when <br />I just wish that we were closer again <br />I haven't lost her as of yet <br />But I'm losing her and I do regret <br />I never had her, why does this sting <br />It seems that wanting is all she'll bring <br />So until next time my fair girl <br />When at last I might unfurl <br />The true things that I want to tell <br />But saying them will hurt like hell <br />I think it is the hardest thing <br />We don't need each other the bells sing <br />I can't handle all your pain <br />Go through it or forget my bane <br />I know you need someone; I don't want you to leave us <br />Whether good or bad, I know it's grievous <br />I cannot do what Alex will do, <br />No matter how good it is for you <br />I couldn't put you through that 'cause I'm weak <br />Any pain for you would make me shriek <br />I can't even stand you being more reclusive <br />My questions’ answers are getting less conclusive <br />This isn't your fault, it's entirely mine <br />I'm so sorry already that I drew this line <br />I hope this isn't goodbye forever <br />But it is goodbye, I'll forget you never<br /><br />Josh West<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/everything-i-want-to-tell-you-now/
