I've always wondered what you were thinking, <br />When you look at me weeping <br />I've always wondered if you could see, <br />Everything that is inside and about me <br />I've always wondered what you are all about, <br />Because inside I'm falling in love <br />I've always wondered was it all my fault, <br />Or was it just something that was all laid out <br />I've always wondered was it love or was it pain, <br />In my heart it must have been pain <br />I've always wondered why you pushed me away, <br />You just wouldn't let me stay <br />I've always wondered, could I forgive myself, <br />For trusting in someone else <br />I've always wondered, could I forgive you, <br />For leaving my heart broken with you<br /><br />Courtney Helsel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-ve-always-wondered/