Your so addicting, you make my life conflicting <br />Just to try to function without being near you <br />Without being taken and consumed, after I get a fix I then can resume, Back to this routine and this everyday life, I wear this disguise to hide the strife. <br /> <br />Morphine sweetness, you feel like pill popping goodness, let me thump my arms so I can get ready <br />To pump you into my heart. I'll hold you fast and steady, <br />Throbbing throughout in swirling wonder, you cast a druglike spell, that you cast me under. <br /> <br />Let me divide you into lines, to breath you into my phening mind, Breathe quickening, feelings overwelm with such intense emotion, <br />I feel as if I am being washed away with the weight of the ocean <br />Why I could just overdose and not even come close, <br />The more I feel you, the more I am deeper into, the more I become addicted to you <br /> <br />Suffocating, needing, I convulse almost soul bleeding, awaiting, elating lost into every effect, <br />As it sinks deeper, the more reality I reject. <br />Wanting, yearning, desiring, burning, all, every, more, it's turning, phasing, grasping and yet hazing, the transformation is almost complete, <br />I am your biggest user, I have lost to this defeat <br /> <br />Shooting, smoking, inhaling until I am choking <br />Freebasing, swallowing, tongue dropping, and rolling, <br />I take you in, in any way and any shape, you are my favorite drug from this high I will never awake, nor from this habit I will never break. <br />You are the best drug I could ever want nor take <br />All of this, all of you I love and miss, it is only you that I truly adore <br />When it comes to you, I just want more, and more and more..........<br /><br />Villie Beebs<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/addicted/
