dad do u know how much better my life would have been for me if you were here? <br />or maybe theres a reason your not here, <br />maybe my life would be worse if you were here. <br />would you hurt me <br />well i guess you already have but not phisicly but you hurt me mentally. <br />not knowing my father has been the most pain. <br />so many questions, always wondering, not knowing <br />dad what did i ever do to deserve this? <br />you never really got a chance to know me <br />i was only 3 when you left <br />you and mom got divorced you <br />moved to utah <br />when you left you only called maybe at least once a month <br />then once a year <br />then never <br />you havent called for about 10 years <br />you wouldnt even know if i was alive or dead. <br />why <br />why <br />why <br />what did i do <br />what happened did you stop loving me? <br />i guess i will never know<br /><br />rhynik hallow<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-life-would-be-better-if-you-were-here/
