My ex is having a grant time <br />I am not! <br />What a waste of time <br />I don’t get it <br />Why can’t I let go <br />I always seem to get a fit <br />I just don’t know <br /> <br />Why is he so mean toward me? <br />I really didn’t do anything wrong <br />It just can’t be <br />I have these feelings for so long <br />It’s tearing me apart <br />I know it’s selfish of me; I still love him so much <br />And I still feel it in my heart <br />I want to feel that sensual touch <br />A part of me wants him back <br />But He hates me a lot <br />Sometimes I just get this rage of anger and want to attack <br /> <br />Its just not fear <br />I am here at home <br />He doesn’t even care <br />And I hate feeling so alone <br />I share so many things with him, I give him my heart <br />And He promise not to break it at all <br />He rips it apart <br />And I took the fall <br />How can time heal it anyway? <br />Mommy says, “The time will come when you’ll fall in love again <br />But if love supposes to feel like this, I do not wish it on me any day<br /><br />Margo Reid<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/my-ex-i-want-to-hurt-him/
