Here i am still in this world of hell. <br />Living through the pain and agony <br />When really all i want is to be lying on the ground dying. <br />I dont want to be here...you dont really understand... <br />The life i am living...is the life no one planned... <br />No one really thought they would ever have to live through the hell i am in... <br />No one thought they would ever live to see this happen... <br />No one thought one childs parents could do such horrible things to one of their own... <br />No one thought...no one did anything to even stop it when they found out. <br />Is it just that its your parents and you cant do anything about it? <br />Is it cuz i am their daughter and they feel that becuz of that reason they can do what they want to me and say what they want to me? ? ? <br />I didnt think parents were allowed to do that kind of stuff that mine do to me... <br />I thought it was wrong...it hurts...in all ways... <br />That is why i am saying this... <br />I feel dead inside....and on the outside no one can really tell what i have been through unless you have seen my marks.... <br />Living in this life is just living in hell <br />That’s all it is <br />Abuse is not fun <br />Love hurts… <br />Hearts get broken <br />Tears are cried. <br />What is the point in living this life of mine?<br /><br />Kasi Navadomskis<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/living-when-i-want-to-be-dying-alive-when-i-want-to-be-dead/
