YOU DESERVE <br /> <br />My eyes are filled with tears <br />My heart is full of fear <br />Where do i go from here <br />When all i wanted was him to be near <br /> <br />I'm tired of crying <br />I'm tired of trying <br />I'm tired of him lying <br />Inside I'm slowly dying <br /> <br />I want to leave <br />I want to cheat <br />I wanna feel my heartbeat <br />I just want him to be who he use to be <br /> <br />I want to be all he thinks of <br />I want to be enough <br />This has gotten to tough <br />Maybe i'm a little much <br /> <br />Or maybe I'm nothing at all <br />How could I let myself fall <br />I fell for all that talk <br />I even took that walk <br /> <br />I'm never happy with me <br />This isn't who I want to be <br />He's made me this way dont you see <br />He thrives off me being angry <br /> <br />He could really care less <br />I'm such a mess <br />This is one hell of a test <br />Why cant I be the best <br /> <br />What did I ever do <br />Where did I go wrong for you <br />I cant make it right you dont want me to <br />I think you just want to be through <br /> <br /> <br />Tired is no excuse <br />Think of another one to use <br />I refuse to be abused <br />God, I feel so used <br /> <br />If you want it to be over say the word <br />This feeling is a little absurd <br />I've had my turn <br />Now it's time for you to hurt <br /> <br />Paybacks a you know what and you'll get what you deserve<br /><br />Melissa Brown<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/you-deserve-2/
