WHEN IT HURTS SO BAD <br />WHY DOES IT FEEL SO GOOD? <br />BECAUSE WE GET BLINDED BY THE THINGS WE SEE <br />OR ALL THAT HE HAS TO OFFER <br />NEVER FOR ONCE THINKING IS HIS LOVE GINUINE <br />OR ARTIFICIAL <br />BUT WE MAY NEVER NO <br />JUST THINKING YOU'VE GOT HIS HEART <br />NOW LET ME CAPTURE HIS SOUL <br />AS THE REAL HIM UNFOLDS <br />HE ENJOYS YOUR COMPANY <br />BUT YET AND STILL HES IN LOVE WITH HER <br />SO YOU TAKE IT FOR WHAT ITS WORTH <br />AS YOUR HEART REMAINS INDENIAL <br />AND YOU ARE SO UNTRUE TO YOURSELF <br />BELIEVING THAT HE LOVES YOU AND NO ONE ELSE <br />JUST TO THINK HE WAS NEVER IN LOVE WITH YOU <br />HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL <br />TO KNOW THAT HIS LOVE WAS NEVER UNCONDITIONAL <br />SO UNREAL <br />REALITY SINKS IN AND YOU TRY AND FREE YOURSELF <br />NOW LOVES IN VAIN <br />BUT YET AND STILL YOU STICK BY HIS SIDE <br />MANIPULATIVE LIES <br />SILENT CRIES <br />SLOWLY DYING INSIDE <br />BUT WHY WHEN IT HURTS SO BAD IT FEELS SO GOOD?<br /><br />Heaven Johnson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/when-it-hurts-4/