Sometimes I love life <br />Sometimes I hate life <br />Its all so confusing <br />What am I doing? <br />Who have I become in this world thats so cold <br />How do I live through every day <br />Hoping for a better tomorrow? <br />Will I ever find one? <br />It feels like I'm just walking through a world... <br />With nothing but death to surround me <br />I feel so much pain, <br />Anger, and saddness in my heart <br />Should I get rid of these feelings? <br />Maybe I should just keep them <br />If I could get rid of them... <br />How would I do it? <br />I have so many feelings <br />All kept inside <br />If I let them out <br />It would be too painful to bear <br />Feelings of hurt, Love, <br />Death, hate, confussion, <br />How do I control them? <br />Do I have a chance in this world? <br />When all I can feel in this world is death <br />Will all of these feelings that are too confusing... <br />Even for me to understand ever change? <br />How can anyone change what they dont understand? <br />I just remain in silence <br />Trying to find a way to express all these feelings inside <br />Will I ever find one? <br />I guess they will just remain inside <br />Until I find my way to release them <br />A way to explain. <br /> <br /> <br />Written in 2002 <br />I was in 8th grade then wow...<br /><br />Beautifully Unknown<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/these-feelings-6/
