If only I would have loved him, I wonder what life would have been. <br />If only I could see how much he really loved me, I don't think I would be where I'm at today; but my love blew away. <br />His thoughtful kisses, his bedtime wishes, his loving hugs and my meaningless shrugs. <br />How he kissed, but I'm only dreaming in bliss. <br />The way he loved me, but instead I let it be <br />I'd probably wouldn't be where I'm at today; but my love blew away <br />If only I could see, just the man that he could be <br />He'd still be here with me. <br /> <br />*originally written in 2002*<br /><br />Christina Ramirez<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-91/
