No one's ever believed in me, <br />thus it's torn my world apart; <br />words have crushed my self-esteem, <br />and broke my tender heart. <br /> <br />All my life I have always been, <br />extremely sad inside; <br />searching for the love that I, <br />have always been denied. <br /> <br />I never am quite good enough, <br />and I can't do anything right; <br />I am worthless and pathetic, <br />within my loved one's eyes. <br /> <br />All I have ever wanted, <br />was to be accepted just for me; <br />I can't be someone I am not, <br />what you get is what you see. <br /> <br />The hole in my heart is painfull, <br />for it's empty and hollow inside; <br />and everynight when I go to bed, <br />I pray that I will die. <br /> <br />I am not special or worthy, <br />for someone to truly care; <br />I'm a misfit to society, <br />and this truth I have to bare. <br /> <br />I have never known success, <br />for I fail at everything; <br />The song that once was in my heart, <br />I can no longer sing. <br /> <br />As I ponder upon my failures, <br />which are much too many to count; <br />I wonder why I was ever born, <br />and what is my life all about?<br /><br />Ruth warren<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/worthless-4/
