I feel so guilty <br />I feel so bare <br />I feel as if I’m dieing <br />From how much I care <br /> <br />I can’t help but want <br />To help all my friends <br />But this hurting inside <br />Must come to an end <br /> <br />I have no emotion <br />With my outside stare <br />But deep in my soul <br />Stands a devils glare <br /> <br />He rips me to shreds <br />Like a lawyer gone mad <br />Tearing at my wall <br />Showing my sad <br /> <br />I don’t want to let <br />Anyone know <br />How much I can’t stand this <br />How much I wish to go <br /> <br />I am suicidal <br />Shocking but true <br />And not only alone <br />Do I feel so used? <br /> <br />I drown in my weakness <br />I bleed in my shame <br />I find a way to calm me <br />And discover only blame <br /> <br />But I will stay silent <br />Even when I am loud <br />And maybe when I die <br />I might draw a crowd<br /><br />Abby Wesson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/she-loves-you/
