I want to be free, <br />i want to let go. <br />i do not want life, <br />i crave the end. <br />i feel my sky falling on me, <br />i feel my withdrawals are killing me. <br />i feel out of control, <br />lacking direction and purpose. <br />i want control. <br />i want a blade. <br />i want my pills. <br />i want acid, X, coke, crack, weed, ccc, adderall, ritalin, valium, paxil, prozac. <br />ANYTHING. <br />anything to make it stop. <br />stop the cravings, <br />fill my desires, <br />fill me to the brim. <br />Even for just one night, <br />let me go, <br />let me divulge, <br />let me be myself.<br /><br />Ann Thrope<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/withdrawal-2/
