Out of this world <br />is where I want to be <br />You're the only person in my life <br />that I truly want to see. <br /> <br />But seeing you with her <br />just makes reality hurt. <br />I think my heart has slowly died <br />making my soul turn to dirt. <br /> <br />The pain inside <br />I thought would go away <br />but instead this pain of mine <br />has decided to stay. <br /> <br />I can't take this life anymore <br />I just want to be free. <br />My life used to be so perfect, <br />but now I'm not even me. <br /> <br />The world has turned <br />upside down infront of me, <br />I don't know how <br />I could let this be. <br /> <br />I used to stay <br />that no guy could do this. <br />Make me hate the world <br />while dreaming about our first kiss. <br /> <br />Life is unfair <br />and this I know. <br />But my feelings inside <br />are just too hard to show. <br /> <br />I want you to know <br />exactly how I feel. <br />I want you to know this feelings <br />are nothing but real. <br /> <br />But I'm afraid you wont care <br />and you'll turn your back on me. <br />I'll tell you somday <br />I'll tell you eventually. <br /> <br />I hope to god <br />you'll understand <br />and I also secretly hope <br />that you'll gently take my hand <br /> <br />and tell me everything is ok <br />and that you're there for me <br />but right now I'm with her <br />and this is how it has to be <br /> <br />I'll take you back <br />but not right now <br />and don't make death <br />life's final bow. <br /> <br />I still love you <br />deeply inside <br />don't take your feelings <br />and put them aside. <br /> <br />I still care how you feel <br />and you should know. <br />I'll be here for you with love <br />that will always show.<br /><br />Louie Thompson<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/wanting-more/
