I lay on my bed trying to sleep <br />But sleep refused to come <br />My thoughts were on you and what I had done <br />You were no longer with me because I killed you <br /> <br />I lay crying and wondering <br />Wondering what would have happened if you had not pushed me out of the way <br />You took the bullet to the chest and I lay on the floor with your head in my lap <br />I am so sorry you had to die <br /> <br />It is all my fault my love and I will never forget it <br />I should have died that day not you <br />I lay awake my mind unsettled <br />so please baby forgive me for I wish you were laying here with me <br /> <br />Finally sleep comes and I fall asleep to dream <br />I awake in a room with bars on the windows and steel door <br />Then I remember I was in a institution locked away with my grief <br />Locked away to live my life in grief <br /> <br />You lay in a dark cold grave <br />Tears stream down my face <br />You would still be alive if I had been taken just as I was suppose to <br />But you were a hero and saved my life<br /><br />jessica roberts<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-killed-you/
