The tears have fallen <br />And now they are dry <br />I have searched for the answer <br />But now I don’t care why <br />I pushed people away <br />But they are gone <br />I have said I didn’t like you <br />But now I don’t want to move on <br />Watching people stand in front of you <br />But knowing that there isn’t one thing I can do <br />Knowing that I always looked for the light in the sun <br />But now I realizing how far I have run <br />Help me….I don’t know where to turn anymore <br />I keep thinking about the memories of the life I had before <br />I have run from the good, created bad <br />Now i’m left fighting for what I once had <br />Not a lot of the things are left maybe a few good friends <br />But that isn’t where the story ends <br />I have lost my sister and felt the worst pain <br />People have lost my trust that they try to regain <br />Scared to lose just one more thing that I hold <br />Someone help pull me in from the cold <br />All I ever saw was one more back turning to leave me here <br />Falling to my knees struck with fear <br />I have lost so many that shouldn’t be gone <br />No I don’t have anyone to fall back on <br />I admit I always pushed people far from my heart <br />One a few stayed to help me when I fell apart <br />When I walk away <br />Grab me by my arm <br />When I tell you that I don’t love you <br />I’m just trying to help myself to stay from harm <br />When I get mad at you <br />Tell me that you’ll never leave <br />If you don’t have a past you don’t have a future <br />That that is something that I believe...<br /><br />Michelle Guza<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/if-you-don-t-have-a-past-you-don-t-have-a-future/
