Suicide is now my only hope. <br />My only hope to be free. <br />To get away from the shit in my life. <br />Surly I'll be free this way. <br /> <br />I have to leave this world <br />Leave it all behind. <br />Mabey Im a coward <br />Or mabey not. <br /> <br />I never did have a say <br />What happened to me in my life. <br />Never got justice <br />Or even the chance to say no. <br /> <br />Well I guess I have controll now <br />Over my life and over my death. <br />Things left undone <br />Things left unsaid <br />Must stay this way. <br /> <br />My family wont miss me <br />If I think about it <br />The only person who loved me is dead. <br />The only thing on this earth <br />That I'll miss are my animals <br />Its the only thing on this earth that loved me. <br /> <br />Guess none of those things matter now. <br />As here I lie death entering in. <br />I should of known this would be my only way<br /><br />Amy Kerswell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/suicide-is-my-only-hope/
