This is the only thing I have known. <br />Pain choas and disaster. <br />Most of it inflicted by others. <br />But through what others did to me. <br />I lived my life in a dark lonely place. <br />It may be lonely. <br />But theres no risks there. <br />No one can ever hurt me again. <br /> <br />Pain and disaster is the only thing. <br />The only thing that I have ever known. <br />Its not my choice to live this way.<br /><br />Amy Kerswell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pain-and-diaster/
