Theres this girl that I wanted very much, <br />But afraid to hold, afraid to clutch, <br />Try to forget her, but I really cant, <br />Stuck in my mind, she implant. <br /> <br />Theres this girl, that I wanted to hold, <br />To keep company with, whenever shes cold, <br />But I can't do it, I'm not ready yet, <br />Little did I know that later I'll regret. <br /> <br />Sooner or later, I have to ask, <br />Take off this pretending mask, <br />Sooner or later I have to tell, <br />The feeling I had for you, I can't expel. <br /> <br />Alas! On the day where I had my bravery, <br />Down came a terrible tragedy, <br />For in the newspaper I read, <br />That the girl I loved is dead.... <br /> <br />Guilt and sorrow flood through my mind, <br />Asking myself, Why is God so unkind? <br />I finally came up with a decision, <br />No matter how hard, I try I will fulfill my perfect vision. <br /> <br />With my knife ready in one hand, <br />Ready for the pain, I will withstand, <br />A slash, a crash, and down I came, <br />Seems like my whole body is in flame. <br /> <br />My task is now accomplished, <br />My pain, my sorrow, all vanquished, <br />I followed you, till after death, <br />I loved you till my very last breath....<br /><br />Nick Choy<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-loved-you-till-my-very-last-breath/
