I have won the Battles <br />But Lost the war <br />Bastards are bastards. <br />And hurt me to much. <br /> <br />I don't want to live anymore <br />I can't go on <br />I have suffered for to long <br /> <br />To much Depression and pain <br />Its hard to stay Sane <br />Lived through rape and abuse. <br />Never got over it. <br />It over road my life. <br /> <br />I don't want to live <br />So my life I give <br />Its time for me to go <br /> <br />I won't be missed I know <br />Cause you don't care <br />and Life isn't Fair<br /><br />Amy Kerswell<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/battels-lost-here-is-my-death/