I am my own worst enemy, <br />a dark angel strumming my own death's chords <br />Helpless against a steady self-destruction. <br />Stabbing myself viciously with my self-deceiving swords: <br />my words. <br /> <br />I am the antagonist in my own life story. <br />I hold the ropes that choke the life from me. <br />I am the killer stalking in my shadows. <br />I am the evil that only I cannot see. <br />Me. <br /> <br />I am the manic depressive <br />hidden behind my mannequin grin. <br />I am the darkness that thrives on isolation. <br />I am the end of what I never begin. <br />Again. <br /> <br />I am the only one who cannot predict my fate, <br />Crawling deeper into my tortured fear's lair. <br />Grieving for an empty soul too far gone to save. <br />Living only to reach the one thing I crave: <br />my grave. <br /> <br />I am the monster hiding under my bed. <br />I am the nightmare lurking inside my head. <br />I am the chill that runs down my own spine. <br />Whose murderous grasp won't I escape in time? <br />Mine. <br /> <br />I am the murdering mastermind. <br />I hold the chains that take my last breath. <br />I end my life when I have no hope left. <br />Death.<br /><br />blood red angel<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/antagonist/
