Tonight I pray for the loss of you <br />that your face will not haunt me <br />I find myself in make believe; <br />just so I can be at ease and breathe <br />Confused as to why my unconditional love <br />has been refused... <br /> <br />I feel so small, take a look around <br />the anticipation is growing strong <br />My heart aching; mourning over you <br />total sadness, for you're very much alive <br />So many unanswered questions as to how and why <br />the all tend to make me cry.... so I say; <br />~~~~~~~~~FORGET IT! ~~~~~~~~~~ <br /> <br />There's a decision to be made on my part <br />people wonder how much pain will I under go <br />So, for those that truly do love and care <br />I will not waste another minute, mo tears to spare <br />tonight I pray that soon your face will fade away <br />Your laughter, your friendship, will be forgotten <br />I pray you'll not haunt me <br />guess I'll wait and see............ <br /> <br />................................... days later <br /> <br />If there's one thing I am sorry for <br />it wouldn't be of anything less <br />I guess I needed you <br />there you have it... MY WEAKNESS.... <br />So, I am sorry my weakness caused you pain <br /> <br />I see clear now, guess He answered my call afterall <br />for now, I do not fear <br />Your face will not haunt me. <br />one day you'll see........ <br />I have officially let you go free... <br /> <br />*.........Sigh...... just another poem...*<br /><br />Kristin Nicole RothDavis<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/final-breath-after/
