U always ask why i say such things <br />But u never believe my answer <br />i know u want to ask why <br />i show u everything, as if i want u to hear <br />my pitiful answer <br />I love it when u say the kind words <br />no one else will speak <br />It almost makes my heart beat faster <br />It almost makes my face light up <br />But i must keep up this facade <br />U wonder why thats my answer <br />I guess im used to it <br />Nothing else makes sense <br />I always seem to be falling into <br />the darkness being dragged down <br />by my 'once best friend's' words <br />It seems her only pleasure is to rip me apart inside <br />But strangly enough <br />Ur words show me the light <br /> <br />I can never tell this to u <br />I'd just lose the words u give <br />I'll just fall into the dark <br />Dragged down by her words without u <br />My secret knights<br /><br />Jessie Li here<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/special-secret-knights/
