i went to a doctor <br />he said'you look depressed' <br />i said'no, <br />maybe im a little stressed' <br /> <br />he gave me some pills <br />to help me 'feel happy' <br />after a few days <br />i no longer felt crappy <br /> <br />in fact <br />i was totally numb <br />i felt nothing <br />i mustve looked dumb <br /> <br />i walked around <br />like the living dead <br />thoughts no longer <br />inside my head <br /> <br /> no more feelings <br />happy, sad nor pain <br />no more thinking <br />no more anything <br /> <br />the pills did their job <br />they made me 'well' <br />now im just a mindless <br />empty shell <br /> <br />now <br />im like everyone else <br /> no self identity <br />i am no longer <br />me <br /> <br /> <br />p.s.i wrote this after a miscarraige and dr gave me antidepressents for a couple months<br /><br />sandy nobody<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/pills-6/
