How many times was i there for you? <br />You said he wasn't even your friend. <br />How long was I on the phone with you? <br />A little misunderstanding, its the end. <br /> <br />A friend. That's all I wanted to be. <br />Then you trust HER[of all people] over me. <br />You ended the one thing that mattered <br />This is not the first time my heart has been shattered <br /> <br />I hate crying. You know that. <br />I just want my best friend back. <br />I could care less what girl you do <br />It hurts the most 'cuz i love you <br /> <br />Just as a friend, i wanted no more <br />You liked to party and drink a lot <br />You were stupid over that girl <br />'It's no good for you' i said. I never told you to stop. <br /> <br />'I love you buddy, you're a good friend' <br />'Friends stick together' is what'd you'd said <br />**** you! you hurt me, kid. <br />You said you wouldn't but you ****in did! <br /> <br />Who do i talk to? who do i tell? <br />2 tears... then a million more. <br />You were my best friend... kid <br />I can't stand not bein your friend anymore <br /> <br />I said 'I dont care, it woulda happened' <br />But darling who do I talk to now? <br />I prayed for a friend, I got you... <br />Now I want to pray but i forgot how... <br /> <br />So as the blade does grace <br />My wrist, I forgive. Again. <br />I never wanted drama, darling, <br />I just wanted a friend<br /><br />Gabriella Franco<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-just-wanted-a-friend/