I scream in pain as i fall to the ground <br />Oh, God where have I fallen now? <br />The silent scream shatters the noise <br />Who knew this would be the last time I'd feel? <br /> <br />Distorted pictures, all around <br />Dizzy, Disturbed, Oh no, I'm hurt <br />Where's my heart? There's a hole in my chest <br />So frightening. Painful. I'm so unreal. <br /> <br />Distant screaming, where's my throat? <br />I can't make a sound <br />Someone calling out in the darkness. Terrified. <br />A knife pierces me through my back <br /> <br />The Pain! So prominent. Where's my soul? <br />Torn apart. I see a heart. It's broken. <br />So cold, it crumbles. Could this be mine? <br />If so, why is this heart black? <br /> <br />When did this happen? where did I fall? <br />Where is the sky? The ground? <br />Where am I? I'm lost. So scared. <br />Blood. from where? My eyes. <br /> <br />Why am I alone? What's this wall? <br />The... My? screaming is the only sound. <br />This outsider's pain is all I feel <br />Blood is the flavor of the tears I cry. <br /> <br />Ripped from my eyes, I didn't want to cry <br />This isn't me. This is someone else <br />Where's myself? Who am I and where? <br />Lost. again. Theres nothing solid <br /> <br />I'm choking. A rope named 'why? ' <br />Thrown from my sky. My mother. I've let her down <br />'Mom! I'm sorry! help me, I'm scared! ' <br />'I can't, honey, you forgot to hold on <br /> <br />You've let us all down again, my dear <br />No more chances. We can't have your disgrace <br />Im sorry. I loved you. But you didn't listen. <br />You're alone now. As you always knew you were.' <br /> <br />Now I'm being attacked. A wolf named 'Fear' <br />Where's my laugher, my hiding place? <br />'Momma please! At least tell me when! ' <br />Silence, again. Sickness with no cure. <br /> <br />Theres no light. It's so dark. Is this a dream? <br />Reality! Slap me. I can't wake up <br />Oh no. Is this the end? Am I finished? <br />I'm still falling. I can't get a foothold. <br /> <br />Why can't I feel my own scream? <br />I can't even feel my hate for love <br />My mind painfully starts to reminice. <br />Alone. The reality of me shows. I'm just cold.<br /><br />Gabriella Franco<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/cold-7/
