I Cry Because <br />I'm drowning in this darkness <br />it's consuming me I know. <br />I am scared to again be nothing <br />worthless and all alone. <br /> <br />My heart is slowly breaking <br />into little pieces everyday. <br />Every morning I wake without him <br />nothing will ever be the same. <br /> <br />At night when everyone is sleeping <br />I lay here and wish I could die. <br />Wishing to be released from my promise <br />knowing the answer I cry. <br /> <br />I cry because of how much I love him <br />I cry for the life that I knew. <br />I cry for the love that he gave me. <br />I cry because I don't want us to be through. <br /> <br />Yet still in the darkness I wonder <br />Why did God take him away? <br />I tried to be a good person. <br />It wasn't enough and now I will pay. <br /> <br />Please let him be happy <br />and forgive me for waisting his time. <br />Then release me form that promise <br />I don't want to live just to cry. <br /> <br />Without him <br />there is nothing but darkness. <br />No warmth, no laughter, no love. <br />Just this waist of a person <br />who's worthless <br />a mistake and a joke from above. <br /> <br /> <br />01/11/2007<br /><br />Heather Kemper<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-cry-because/
